Musings of An Introvert

There is this place I go to, a wondrous setting filled with history’s wake and rife with anticipation. It is a sanctuary away from all manner of trifles, sundry distractions, and sometimes from responsibilities. It is at times a shield against debilitating worries, but more often a haven for inner recharging and renewal.

Introverts by nature are reticent and shy, eschewing most forms of exposure in the limelight. While some of us as children in order to gain acceptance learned how to behave like extroverts as a survival method, speaking in public remains a difficult and terrifying venture. The stereotypical image of one sitting in a darkened living room next to a warm fire reading a book by candlelight isn’t far from the truth.

I don’t know of a scientific explanation for why some people are extroverts, while some of us are introverts. In my wilder wonderings of such questions, I image there is a harmony sequence somewhere in the DNA chain that orchestrates how we function and work at our best. That sequence governs the ability to perceive relationships in all nature, cause-and-effect linkages, and growth patterns in all living things. In the calm spent in going inner, touching the within, it is possible to contact and be infilled with the powers of the universe in the manner of knowledge, of knowing.

All artists are in touch with this harmony sequence, which is the reason each is able to pierce the future in anticipation of what might be. Artists more often than not picture reality as antecedents of a better world. Painters do this with pigment and brush strokes, sculptors with chisel and stone, potters and ceramicists with clay of the earth, and poets with poignant word imagery.

The inner realm the introvert visits is the source of all creation, of knowledge of origins and process, and in the world of human endeavors, of courage and valor.

 

 

 

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About journeysofabentmind

Gordon is a Nisei, a second generation American of Japanese descent born in 1938 whose family owned a farm outside of Atwater, California in the San Joaquin Valley. His world was abruptly changed when on December 7, 1941 Japan’s Imperial Navy launched an early morning attack on Pearl Harbor. Thus began a chain of events that resulted in his family’s forced evacuation and internment in a “relocation center” in Colorado during the war. After the war Gordon spent his teenage years in school and working on the family farm. He attended U.C. Berkeley and graduated in 1960 and went on to the Graduate School of Social Welfare at Berkeley earning a Masters in Social Welfare in 1963. He worked in a number of social service settings and last worked as a case manager for developmentally challenged clients in San Mateo, San Francisco, and Marin Counties until he retired in 2000. When his wife Barbara retired in 2007 they moved to Eugene, Oregon following their children and grandchildren. Gordon lives with his wife of 55 years and close to the four grandchildren and life is just good.
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